my living room is freezing..

this is going to be a good weeekend..the reason being that my dad is going to get all the couches cleaned. i refuse to lay on the couch that my step brother would lay on all day long, and also will not use the blankets in the living room. everryone else in the house feels the same. either late at night, or when nobody was home the freakin guy would sit in the livingroom and watch porn all day or night long. once these couches and blankets are cleaned i will no longer have to lay on my couch and be cold.

the saga continues...

so ya...hes finally gone! yay!..the part that i didnt mention is that the persons house that he moved into is a meth user, and is also crazy!! i didnt realize how much his own mom wanted him out of her life until yesterday she came down to my room and asked for my advice...she told me that the woman whos house he was living in had called her and said that she was two months behind on her rent and was asking my step mom to give her the money for the next six months of my brothers rent...i told her, now cant you see that this freakin lady is a drug addict?...two months behind on rent my ass..the lady has two rooms that she rents out, totalling in 900 dollars a month that she collects from her roommates, the total rent for her place is only 1200. she also has a job. how is this lady going to be 2400 hundred dollars behind? the thing that really got my attention was that she was actually considering giving it to her for a second..i guess having him around in the same house really brings her down...i guess im not the only one..my step mom has never had any serious problems in her life like this, and is just now trying to learn how to cope with the current issue. she has tried so many times, over and over to help him, but the main thing that just keeps messing him up is the fact that he will go out and get intoxicated with what ever substances he can get his grimy little paws on..

what now?

I kinda feel bad that ive just been ragging on my brother for a couple of weeks now in this blog. Anyway, yesterday he moved out. As of this month, he started getting checks every month from the government for disability. The checks go to his mom, otherwise he’ll just o blow all of his money in a day or two. He’s renting a room, just a couple of miles down the road. Ever since he left, the house has been so much more peaceful. Its nice to finally be able to keep my toothbrush in the bathroom. Its also nice to not have to hide my personal possessions in fear that they will get messed with when I’m not around. All of a sudden theres food in the fridge again too. Although he has a job delivering pizzas, im pretty sure that his mom is going to have to buy him groceries every week. I honestly don’t have faith that his living situation will last that long, because he just has a habit of pissing people off all the time. My parents have been getting along a lot better too, which is a good thing. I feel really bad for my stepmom that shes going to have to deal with her son for the rest of her life. She was telling me earlier today that shes sure that since he moved out of the house, he probably wont take his medication now, which will never have good results. He also is supposed to go to multiple counseling appointments evey week as well, one of which he didn’t show up for today. I hope that having another chance to be on his own will make him actually want to do something with his life for once instead of being a bum who just sits at home all day and watches porn.

karma

I am a firm believer in karma, and always have been. I think that most times in life, people get what they have had coming to them eventually. Like I said in an earlier post, there have been times where I have caught my brother using my toothbrush. What I am about to say is no lie, and I actually feel kind of bad for the guy. I have been keeping my toothbrush hidden in my room for some time now for obvious reasons. However, I have this pair of white shoes that I try very hard to keep clean. Whats the point of having white shoes if they are dirty? Anyway, theres this toothbrush that I used to use maybe a year or so ago that I use to clean my shoes. I keep it under the sink in my bathroom, totally not in the open. Im pretty sure that you can tell where this story is going. So I go to take a shower the other day, and I notice that the toothbrush in now in the toothbrush holder. The poor guy was brushing his teeth with a toothbrush that I put soap on to clean my shoes with less than a week ago. Part of me felt really bad like I should have gone and said something to him, but the other part of me didn’t want to say anything. I never said anything, and that’s what he gets for thinking that it was my toothbrush… karmas a bitch…Oh ya, and just so you know, I am not the only victim in the house of the toothbrush bandit, while my sister was visiting for spring break last week from college, she caught the guy in the act using hers too. Why doesn’t he just use his own toothbrush?

karma

I am a firm believer in karma, and always have been. I think that most times in life, people get what they have had coming to them eventually. Like I said in an earlier post, there have been times where I have caught my brother using my toothbrush. What I am about to say is no lie, and I actually feel kind of bad for the guy. I have been keeping my toothbrush hidden in my room for some time now for obvious reasons. However, I have this pair of white shoes that I try very hard to keep clean. Whats the point of having white shoes if they are dirty? Anyway, theres this toothbrush that I used to use maybe a year or so ago that I use to clean my shoes. I keep it under the sink in my bathroom, totally not in the open. Im pretty sure that you can tell where this story is going. So I go to take a shower the other day, and I notice that the toothbrush in now in the toothbrush holder. The poor guy was brushing his teeth with a toothbrush that I put soap on to clean my shoes with less than a week ago. Part of me felt really bad like I should have gone and said something to him, but the other part of me didn’t want to say anything. I never said anything, and that’s what he gets for thinking that it was my toothbrush… karmas a bitch…