Wednesday, April 2, 2008
what now?
I kinda feel bad that ive just been ragging on my brother for a couple of weeks now in this blog. Anyway, yesterday he moved out. As of this month, he started getting checks every month from the government for disability. The checks go to his mom, otherwise he’ll just o blow all of his money in a day or two. He’s renting a room, just a couple of miles down the road. Ever since he left, the house has been so much more peaceful. Its nice to finally be able to keep my toothbrush in the bathroom. Its also nice to not have to hide my personal possessions in fear that they will get messed with when I’m not around. All of a sudden theres food in the fridge again too. Although he has a job delivering pizzas, im pretty sure that his mom is going to have to buy him groceries every week. I honestly don’t have faith that his living situation will last that long, because he just has a habit of pissing people off all the time. My parents have been getting along a lot better too, which is a good thing. I feel really bad for my stepmom that shes going to have to deal with her son for the rest of her life. She was telling me earlier today that shes sure that since he moved out of the house, he probably wont take his medication now, which will never have good results. He also is supposed to go to multiple counseling appointments evey week as well, one of which he didn’t show up for today. I hope that having another chance to be on his own will make him actually want to do something with his life for once instead of being a bum who just sits at home all day and watches porn.
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he moved out...hey, it's not a bad thing that you're always putting all this negative thoughts about him here, I guess you could call it just a way of letting your thoughts out. because c'mon now why would you let all your feelings build up inside and then and next thing ya know blow it all out on someone and regret it? so it's best that you put down all your thoughts here. and keep your head up things will brighten up later down the road just got to have faith. and your stepmom just be there for her, when she needs someone to talk to be the first one there or if you can tell she needs to be talked to then make the first move and do so. and with your stepbrother moving out and him not following what he needs to do why don't you try and help convince him into doing it or heck even bribe him. but don't lose faith because trust me things will get better down the road.
"in the end everything will be okay. if it's not okay then it's not the end."
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